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  • wow, i've realized that nothing negative has occurred in my life in quite some time...


    even the ending of several friendships over the summer have done nothing to faze me, as that always seems to occur when i *need* to be rid of certain toxic ppl...within a month i was already beyond them in every way possible, this is awesome if even these situation do not faze me anymore...u just never know who or what are negative influences until they are completely out of ur life...


    ive even caught up with a few ppl who i thought were long-lost since I've , which is great!~


    its really odd not having to worry or gripe about ANYTHING...im not where i want to be just YET in life but its going REALLY well thus far so i dont even really think much about it anymore.  got my goals in check, and  i dont even have any yearn for any material things (meh those are just temporary pacifers that eventualy fade) -- it just seems so superificial compared to the *BIG* picture - LIFE - and im with the one i want to be with so sall good.


    there is nothing else i could really want....well besides getting into school and being able to move on to the next step. 


    the universe MUST be stabilizing *finally*  


     



    having drama that keeps recurring and which drags your life down time and time again is SOOO last year.  lolz

  • i have this insatiable urge to...

     


    get off work one evening, pack light, and then just JET somewhere abroad for the weekend, without even a thought as to planning everything out...


    (yeah, right)


    more realistically -- ideally I would find an all-inclusive deal BEYOND *ALL* all-inclusive deals...and just GO hahah and most likely on a Friday or Thursday night


    luggage?  check. passports, money, credit cards, cell phone? check.  Canon Rebel?  check. Significant other?  hmm...50/50.  <-- just kidding, most likely yes unless i feel a self-rediscovery urge coming on. More than likely he would be along for the ride cuz that is how *WE* are  


    ahha and plus hes the one who joked about the idea...but im willing to actually turn it into reality one day - consider it a test, if i can actually *do* this, then the sky is the limit on where and what we can do at any given moment


     


    hmm this is reminding me to invest in some compact luggage with wheels soon (believe me, having a backpack AND a messenger bag PLUS a camera around my neck was DEFINITELY *NOT* ideal --- my situation while in Boston on my own 3 week ago ahaha.  Well, live and learn  )


     


    haha my closest and dearest would be *so* proud of me.   how *far* i have come in just a year.  its def been a long time in coming...


     


    Stay tuned...

  • mann i sooo wanna get away from the city AGAIN!  lolz two weeks straight away from NYC, im getting addicted haha


    one friend is going to Cali at summers end for a whole WEEK and then another one is going to LoveFest SF at end of September.  Mann i sooo wanna go too!!! i just better *not* be in NYC this New Years Eve lol

  • the BEST-OF my walk-thru of Boston (8/3/07 - 8/5/07)

    all taken with my friends canon xt


    Boston Common/Public Garden:


    Swan Boats:


    Some miscellaneous shots:


























    my two friends i happened to run into early Saturday - Jinny and Kat


    Harvard Campus:












    the front of a church next to Harvard:







    the bridge i walked over as I walked around the Charles River:


























    the scene below is only aiite...but i was intrigued by these two KAYAKERS thinking they could do the ENTIRE Charles River...and it made me envy them like crazy (i soo wanted a telezoom at the time so i could do THEM justice).  sigh.  135mm was NOT enough =T



    it was the PERFECT relaxing weekend.... im soo glad i went, altho it def WASNT fun lugging two bags around my neck PLUS a freakin dSLR...ppl were looking at me like, "aahhh...tourist."  haha well i didnt really care so nyah! 

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    I'll have to confess...after going on this trip, i totally DO see a need for a camera bag...and i was totally KICKING myself in the ASS for not having: 1) wide angle lens 2) tripod 3) super-telezoom lens and eventually YES a 4) 430- EX Speedlite.  dammit lol -__-

    I want a future series to be a group of night test shots.

    hmm..oh yeah, a MACRO lens...god i remember playing with my friend's macro lens and i was IN LOVE with it...theres WAYY too much equipment i want!!! lol

  • Finalized my plans for Boston next weekend (Aug 4-5), got my reservations at the DoubleTree booked, itinerary set.

    gonna take the bus right after work Friday and just settle in slowly.

    The main destination *IS* going to be a house TERRACE party on the edge of the Financial District/Ctown area (Hudson Street) on Saturday, but I went ahead and made it into a weekend...gonna bring along my CANON Rebel XT, and ride the T and just reacquaint myself with the cith I called my 2nd home during college -- i used to visit my godbrothers and friends who went to BU, MIT, Harvard, all along the Charles River...hoping to get some good practice time in since i have not really done so since I got the camera back in Dec 2006 :D   also good time to reorient myself and do some self-rediscovery, which is something u definitely cannot accomplish when around other people all the time.   i almost lost myself a few times doing the regular thing...but am grateful for the times where I can refocus...

    this is gonna be *FUN*

    ...as well as a practice run for if i decide to do a foray in Europe on my own someday

    ...my only regret is not being able to get the LENS for my camera that I had wanted.  I need one that is more of a wide lens but I'll make do.  By the time I go to Amsterdam at years end, ill defintely have the right lens

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    hmm slightly offtopic but not really

     

    anyone gona be in boston this coming weekend?  (AUGUST 4-5)

    man i so WISH i had more time to get away, one wkend is surely NOT enough.

    EDIT: actually I *DID* manage to get a better lens before I left...as well as a polarizing filter...so I just had BETTER make this trip WORTH my while.

    It will be

  • check these two versions of the same song!!!

    ORIGINAL VERSION by Breaking Benjamins - Diary of Jane


    SEAN TYAS REWORK of Diary of Jane (trance)

    i love BOTH versions!!! the rock version could totally be sung so much CRAZIER as compared to the level of different instruments and intensities found in the composition...the complexity and arrangements are craazy and i LOVE it!!!

  • Above and Beyond June 1 at PACHA...great timesss

    had great anticipation for the night:

    styled my hair for once...then met up with my friends from VA:

    got to pacha at 1130pm - promptly ran into TAs including john (djeternal) whom i havent seen in FOREVA :D btw that pic with me kels and farah was sposed to be a GIRLS only pic but then Ay Star AND Drew jumped IN!!! ahhaa sall good :p

    wai brought her roommate michelle to the partay -- what a trooper for closing her first edm partyy!!! really cute and friendly girl =) hope she posts here and ends up at more parties ;) and WAI i think u look good in pics =P

    soo crowded, body to body and freakin HOTTTT that night grr
    >

    Paavo was going NUTS at the decks (loved it, he is sooo CUTEE)

    more people pics of the night (kels and farah are soo sexy and cute :p , also ran into some old friends i used to stomp with from the roxy days!!! (Kat! Hojo! Hojos cute gf!) ~, finally met Chris Chan ahaha, me and my sis Kat )

    drew with farah, with his fave girls, :)
    >

    the krew saying goodbye when the party ended (i lagged behind to talk to ppl and thought this would be a cool shot to take :) )

    walking toward the corner...sun a-rising on the drive back to the lt neck house to start a retreat/restful weekend.

  • pics from the weekend May 26-28


    Part 1 - SATURDAY, a sickkk house party at my moms place

    but FIRST a trip to the local STOP n SHOP (supermarket)

    mere: "UMM jay, couldnt u find a REGULAR cart for us???"

    Jays attempt at fitting IN the cart...



    then me (at JAYS request) ...it took me 15 MINUTES to fit in this thing...

    umm thank god we dont LIVE in the community, i DOUBT we will be allowed back in there~



    partay house


    peruvian chicken feast: chicken, rice n beans, avocado salad, plaintains yummy









    my yummy plate










    jay giving props


    mentor and protege











    on the back terrace at 3am















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    part 2 - SUNDAY, a BBQ at Staten Island with other NYC heads...yes Trance HOUSE and Minimal were thrown down...







































    damns these were some YUMMY BURGERSSS~!!!




    NUM NUMNUMNUM NUM!!!





    um wtf is this shirt doing at this PARTAY??!!! just playing it was STANNNN~ hahaha. ahhaha madd tiesto bashing throughout da day





















    representing JERZEEE!!!


    testing out the baby pool...hahaha


    marcellos contribution to da partayyy...isnt it cute?!!


    now if only we could GET IT OPENNNN


    jay in DEEP concentration







  • article in the TIMES on Stroke...a good FYI

    i guess this is one of the reasons why you really need to keep ur blood pressure in check...

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    Lost Chances for Survival Start Even Before a Stroke

    Doug Mills/The New York Times

    Meredith Roberts, an occupational therapist, works on balance with
    Michael Collins, who suffered a stroke, at the Washington Hospital
    Center.

    Published: May 28, 2007

    Dr. Diana Fite, a 53-year-old emergency medicine specialist in Houston and a mother of eight, knew her

    blood pressure
    readings had been dangerously high for five years. But she convinced
    herself that those measurements, about 200 over 120, did not reflect
    her actual blood pressure. Anyway, she was too young to take
    medication. She would worry about her blood pressure when she got
    older.


    Six Killers

    Stroke

    This series examines the leading causes of illness
    and death in the United States: heart disease, cancer, stroke, chronic
    obstructive pulmonary disease, diabetes and Alzheimer's.

    Dr. Diana Fite, an emergency medicine specialist in Houston, has completely recovered since suffering a stroke while driving.

    Then, at 9:30 the morning of
    June 7, Dr. Fite was driving, steering with her right hand, holding her
    cellphone in her left, when, for a split second, the right side of her
    body felt weak. "I said: 'This is silly, it's my imagination. I've been
    working too hard.' "

    Suddenly, her car began to swerve.

    "I
    realized I had no strength whatsoever in my right hand that was holding
    the wheel," Dr. Fite said. "And my right foot was dead. I could not get
    it off the gas pedal."

    She dropped the cellphone, grabbed the
    steering wheel with her left hand, and steered the car into a parking
    lot. Then she used her left foot to pry her right foot off the
    accelerator. She pulled down the visor to look in the mirror. The right
    side of her face was paralyzed.

    With great difficulty, Dr. Fite twisted her body and grasped her cellphone.

    "I
    called 911, but nothing would come out of my mouth," she said. Then she
    found that if she spoke very slowly, she could get out words. So, she
    recalled, "I said 'stroke' in this long, horrible voice."

    Dr.
    Fite is one of an estimated 700,000 Americans who had a stroke last
    year, but one of the very few who ended up at a hospital with the
    equipment and expertise to accurately diagnose and treat it.

    Stroke is the third-leading cause of death in this country, behind

    heart disease and
    cancer
    ,
    killing 150,000 Americans a year, leaving many more permanently
    disabled, and costing the nation $62.7 billion in direct and indirect
    costs, according to the American Stroke Association.

    But from diagnosis to treatment to rehabilitation to preventing it altogether, a stroke is a litany of missed opportunities.

    Many
    patients with stroke symptoms are examined by emergency room doctors
    who are uncomfortable deciding whether the patient really is having a
    stroke or suffering from another condition and are therefore reluctant
    to give the only drug shown to make a real difference, tPA, or tissue
    plasminogen activator. Many hospitals say they cannot afford to have
    neurologists on call to diagnose strokes, and cannot afford to have
    M.R.I. scanners, the most accurate way to diagnose strokes, for the
    emergency room.

    Although tPA was shown in 1996 to save lives and prevent brain damage, and although the drug could help half of all

    stroke patients,
    only 3 percent to 4 percent receive it. Most patients, denying or
    failing to appreciate their symptoms, wait too long to seek help — tPA
    must be given within three hours. And even when patients call 911
    promptly, most hospitals, often uncertain about stroke diagnoses, do
    not provide the drug.

    "I label this a national tragedy or a
    national embarrassment," said Dr. Mark J. Alberts, a neurology
    professor at the Feinberg School of Medicine at

    Northwestern University.
    "I know of no disease that is as common or as serious as stroke and
    where you basically have one therapy and it's only used in 3 to 4
    percent of patients. That's like saying you only treat 3 to 4 percent
    of patients with bacterial pneumonia with

    antibiotics."

    And
    the strokes in the statistics are only the beginning. For every stroke
    that doctors know about, there are 5 to 10 tiny, silent strokes, said
    Dr. Vladimir Hachinski, the editor of the journal Stroke and a
    neurologist at the London Health Sciences Centre in Ontario.

    "They
    are only silent because we don't ask questions," Dr. Hachinski said.
    "They do not involve memory, but they involve judgment, planning ahead,
    shifting your attention from one thing to another. And they also may
    involve late-life depression."

    They are also warning signs that a much larger stroke may be on the way.

    Most strokes would never happen if people took simple measures like
    controlling their blood pressure. Few do. Many say they forget to take
    medication; others, like Dr. Fite, decide not to. Some have no idea
    they need the drugs.

    Still, there is much more hope now, said Dr.
    Ralph L. Sacco, professor and chairman of neurology at the Miller
    School of Medicine at the
    University of Miami

    .
    Like most stroke neurologists, Dr. Sacco entered the field more than a
    decade ago, when little could be done for such patients.

    Now, Dr.
    Sacco said, there is a device, an M.R.I. scanner, that greatly improves
    diagnosis, there is a treatment that works and there are others being
    tested. "Medical systems have to catch up to the research," he said.

    In medicine, Dr. Sacco said, "stroke is a new frontier."

    Promise Unfulfilled

    One Tuesday morning in March, Dr. Steven Warach, chief of the stroke
    program at the National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke,
    met with a team from Washington Hospital Center, the largest private
    hospital in Washington, to review M.R.I. scans of recently admitted
    patients. They were joined in a teleconference by neurologists at
    Suburban Hospital in Bethesda, Md., the only other stroke center in the
    Washington and suburban Maryland area.

    The images were mementos of suffering.

    There
    was a 66-year-old woman with a stroke so big the scan actually showed
    degenerating fibers that carry nerve signals across the brain.

    There
    was a 75-year-old who had trouble moving her right arm and right side
    in the recovery room after heart surgery. At first doctors thought she
    was just slow to wake up from the

    anesthesia. Now, though, it is clear she had a stroke. She lost the right half of her vision in both eyes and her right side was weak.

    There was an 88-year-old who slumped forward at lunch, losing consciousness. When he came to, he had trouble forming words.

    There
    was a middle-age man whose stroke was unforgettable. When Dr. Warach
    saw his initial M.R.I. scan, in his basement office at his home, he
    cried out in astonishment so loudly his wife ran downstairs. "I have
    never seen anything so severe," Dr. Warach said. None of the three
    arteries that supplied the man's right hemisphere were getting any
    blood.

    Now the man lay in a coma, twitching on his left side,
    paralyzed on his right, breathing with the help of a ventilator. If he
    survived, he would have severe brain damage.

    There was Michael
    Collins, a 49-year-old police officer who had had a stroke in his
    police car in Takoma Park, Md. Unlike the others, Mr. Collins seemed
    mostly recovered. The next few days, though, would determine whether he
    was among the lucky 10 percent of stroke patients who escape unscathed
    or whether he would always be weaker on his left side. If that
    happened, Mr. Collins said, he could never return to his former job.

    "You
    have to be able to shoot a gun with either hand," he explained. But as
    time passed, Mr. Collins continued to be plagued by numbness in his
    left hand and on the left side of his face. He wanted to return to work
    — "I'm doing great," he said this month — but the Police Department
    insisted that he retire, telling him, he said, "it's an officer safety
    issue."

    The rest of the patients in the stroke units at the two
    hospitals that day were less fortunate: almost certain to live, but
    also almost certain to end up with brain damage. Some would have to
    spend time at a rehabilitation center.

    On average, said Dr.
    Brendan E. Conroy, medical director of the stroke recovery program at
    the National Rehabilitation Hospital, which is attached to the
    Washington Hospital Center, a third of the Washington hospital's stroke
    patients die, a third go home and a third come to him.

    Those
    whose balance is affected typically spend 20 days learning to deal with
    a walker or a cane; those who are partly blind or paralyzed must learn
    to care for themselves. Many functions return, Dr. Conroy said, but
    rehabilitation also means learning to live with a disability.

    But
    what was perhaps saddest to the neurologists viewing the M.R.I. scans
    that morning was that tPA, which only recently appeared to be a triumph
    of medicine, had made not a whit of difference to these patients. None
    had come in time or otherwise been considered medically suitable to
    receive it.

    Few would have predicted that fate for the drug. In
    1995, after 40 years of trying to find something to break up blood
    clots in the brain, the cause of most strokes, researchers announced
    that tPA worked. A large federal study showed that, without it, about
    one patient in five escaped serious injury. With it, one in three
    escaped.

    The drug had a serious side effect — it could cause
    potentially life-threatening bleeding in the brain in about 6 percent
    of patients. But the clinical trial demonstrated that the drug's
    benefits outweighed its risks.

    When the study's results were announced, Dr. James Grotta of the

    University of Texas
    Medical School at Houston expressed the researchers' elation. "Until
    today, stroke was an untreatable disease," Dr. Grotta said.

    But the expected sea change did not occur.

    One
    problem was that patients showed up too late. Many had no choice.
    Strokes often occur in the morning when people are sleeping. They awake
    with terrifying symptoms, paralyzed on one side or unable to speak.

    "That's
    the challenge — we have to ask the patient" when the stroke began, said
    Dr. A. Gregory Sorensen, a co-director of the Athinoula A. Martinos
    Center for Biomedical Imaging at

    Massachusetts General Hospital. "If they don't know or can't talk, we're out of luck."

    Another
    problem is deciding whether a patient is really having a stroke. A
    person who has trouble forming words could just be confused. Or what
    about someone whose arm or leg is weak?

    "A lot of things can cause weakness," Dr. Warach said. "A nerve injury can cause weakness; sometimes brain

    tumors can be suddenly symptomatic. Sometimes people have

    migraines that can completely mimic a stroke."

    In fact, he said, a quarter of emergency room patients with symptoms suggestive of a stroke are not actually having one.

    Most
    get CT scans, which are useful mostly to rule out hemorrhagic strokes,
    the less common type that is caused by bleeding in the brain and should
    not be treated with tPA. Stroke specialists can usually then decide
    whether the patient is having a stroke caused by a blocked blood vessel
    and whether it can be treated with tPA.

    But most stroke
    patients are handled by emergency room physicians who often say they
    are not sure of the diagnosis and therefore hesitate to give tPA.

    Dr.
    Richard Burgess, a member of Dr. Warach's stroke team, explained the
    situation: There is no particular penalty for not giving tPA. Doctors
    are unlikely to be sued if the patient dies or is left with brain
    damage that could have been avoided. But there is a penalty for giving
    tPA to someone who is not having a stroke. If that patient bleeds into
    the brain, the drug not only caused a tragic outcome but the doctor
    could also be sued. Few emergency room doctors want to take that chance.

    Treatment Barriers

    There
    is a way to diagnose strokes more accurately — with a diffusion M.R.I.,
    a type of scan that shows water moving in the brain. During a stroke,
    the flow of water slows to a crawl as dead and dying cells swell. In
    one recent study, diffusion M.R.I. scans found five times as many
    strokes as CT scans, with twice the accuracy.

    A diffusion M.R.I. "answers the question 95 percent of the time," Dr. Sorensen said.

    It seemed the perfect solution, but it was not.

    Most
    hospitals say they just cannot provide such scans to stroke patients.
    They would need both an M.R.I. technician and an expert to interpret
    the scans around the clock. They would need an M.R.I. machine near the
    emergency room. Most hospitals have the huge machines elsewhere,
    steadily booked far in advance for other patients.

    It just is
    not practical to demand the scans at every hospital or even every
    stroke center, said Dr. Edward C. Jauch, an emergency medicine doctor
    at the
    University of Cincinnati

    and a member of the Greater Cincinnati/Northern Kentucky Stroke Team.

    "If you made M.R.I. the standard of care before giving tPA, most
    centers would not be able to comply," Dr. Jauch said. And if it takes
    more time to get a scan — as it often does — it might be better to
    forgo it and give tPA immediately if the patient's symptoms seem
    unambiguous.

    Doctors do not need an M.R.I. to diagnose and treat
    stroke, said Dr. Lee H. Schwamm, vice chairman of the department of
    neurology at Massachusetts General Hospital. But, Dr. Schwamm added, if
    the question is, Does it help? there is one reply: "By all means."

    It
    has still not been shown, though, that M.R.I. scans actually improve
    outcomes. It might depend on the circumstances and the hospital, said
    Dr. Walter J. Koroshetz, deputy director of National Institute of
    Neurological Disorders and Stroke.

    But some who use M.R.I.
    scans, and who have studied them in research, say the system has to
    change. Enough is known to advocate the scans at every major medical
    center that will treat stroke patients, they say.

    "All these
    problems could be solved if there was a will to do it," Dr. Sorensen
    said. In his opinion, it comes down to old and outdated assumptions
    that there is not much to be done for a stroke, to financial
    considerations and to a medical system that resists change. But the
    most significant barriers, he said, are financial.

    Another
    approach, stroke specialists say, is to direct all patients with stroke
    symptoms to designated stroke centers. There, stroke patients would be
    treated by experienced neurologists and admitted to stroke units for
    additional care. For the first time, in its newly published guidelines,
    the American Stroke Association recommended the routing of patients to
    stroke centers.

    But even with such a system in place, many
    patients end up at hospitals that are not prepared to treat them, as
    Dr. Grotta discovered in Houston.

    He thought he could change
    stroke care in Houston with the stroke center idea. The first step went
    well — the city's ambulance services agreed to take all patients with
    stroke symptoms to designated stroke centers.

    Then, Dr. David
    E. Persse, the city's director of emergency medical services, asked
    every one of Houston's 25 hospitals if it wanted to be a stroke center.
    While seven said yes, others have declined.

    Stroke patients,
    unlike heart attack patients, are not moneymakers. Because of the way
    medical care is reimbursed, most hospitals either lose money or do
    little more than break even with stroke care but can often make several
    thousand dollars opening the arteries of a heart attack patient. And
    being a stroke center means finding and paying stroke specialists to be
    available around the clock.

    Soon another problem emerged. As
    many as a third of the patients refused to let the ambulance take them
    to a stroke center, demanding to go to their local hospital.

    "By
    law in Texas, we cannot take that man to another hospital against his
    will," Dr. Persse said. "We could be charged with assault and battery
    and kidnapping and unlawful imprisonment."

    The Joint Commission,
    which accredits hospitals, recently started certifying stroke centers,
    requiring that the hospitals be willing to treat stroke patients
    aggressively. But only 322 of the 4,280 accredited hospitals in the
    nation qualify, and most patients and doctors have no idea whether a
    hospital nearby is among them. (The list is available on the
    commission's Web site, http://www.jointcommission.org/CertificationPrograms/Disease-SpecificCare/DSCOrgs/

    under "primary stroke centers.") Some states, like New York,
    Massachusetts and Florida, do their own certifying of stroke centers.

    Nonetheless,
    most ambulances do not consider stroke center designations when they
    transport patients. And, said John Becknell, a spokesman for the
    National Association of Emergency Medical Technicians, national
    programs can be difficult because every community has its own rules for
    which ambulances pick up patients and where they take them.

    As a
    result, most stroke patients have no access to the recommended care and
    even fewer get M.R.I.'s, a situation Dr. Warach said he found appalling.

    "How can it ever be in the patient's best interest to have an inferior diagnosis?" he asked. "It borders on

    malpractice
    that given a choice between two noninvasive tests, one of which is
    clearly superior, the worse test is the one that is preferred."

    Averting Catastrophe

    In
    those awful moments when she realized she had had a stroke, Dr. Fite,
    unlike most patients, knew what to do. She told the ambulance crew to
    take her to Memorial Hermann Hospital, even though it was about an hour
    away. She knew that it was one of the Houston stroke centers, that Dr.
    Grotta worked there, and that its doctors had experience diagnosing
    strokes and giving tPA.

    When she arrived, Dr. Grotta asked if
    she was sure she wanted the drug. Did she want to risk bleeding in the
    brain? Dr. Fite did not hesitate. The stroke, she said, "was just so
    devastating that I would rather die of a hemorrhage in the brain than
    be left completely paralyzed in my right side."

    "In my horrible voice, I said, 'Yes, I want the tPA,' " Dr. Fite said.

    Within 10 to 15 minutes, the drug started to dissolve the clot.

    "I
    had weird spasms as nerves started to work again," Dr. Fite said. "An
    arm would draw up real quick, a leg would tighten up. It hurt so bad I
    was crying because of the pain. But it was movement, and I knew
    something was going on."

    Now, she looks back with dismay on her
    cavalier attitude toward high blood pressure. She knew very well how to
    prevent a stroke but, like many patients and despite her medical
    training , she found it all too easy to deny her own risk.

    Researchers have known for years the conditions that predispose a person to stroke —

    smoking,
    diabetes
    , high

    cholesterol and an irregular heartbeat known as atrial fibrillation. But the major one is high blood pressure.

    "Of
    all the modifiable risk factors, high blood pressure leads the list,"
    Dr. Sacco said. "With heart disease, you think more of cholesterol;
    with stroke you think of high blood pressure."

    The reason, Dr.
    Sacco said, is that with high blood pressure, the tiny blood vessels in
    the brain clamp down so much and so hard to protect the brain that they
    can become rigid. Then they get blocked. The result is a stroke.

    Often,
    people decide they do not need their blood pressure medication or
    simply forget to take it because they feel well. But, Dr. Sacco said,
    patients are not solely to blame. Doctors may not have time to work
    with patients, monitoring blood pressure, telling them about changes in
    their
    diet
    and exercise that might help, or trying different drugs and combining them if necessary.

    And
    it is not so simple for people to keep track of their blood pressure.
    Machines in drugstores and supermarkets are not always accurate.
    Doctors may require appointments to check blood pressure.

    Even when people do try to control their pressure, doctors may not prescribe enough drugs or high enough doses.

    "They're
    on a couple of drugs, and the doctor doesn't want to push it," said Dr.
    Jeffrey A. Cutler, a consultant to the National Heart, Lung and Blood
    Institute and its retired director of the clinical applications and
    prevention program.

    The result is that no more than half the
    people with high blood pressure have it under control, Dr. Cutler said.
    He estimated that half of all strokes could be prevented if people got
    their blood pressure within the recommended range.

    Another lost
    opportunity to prevent strokes is the undertreatment of atrial
    fibrillation, in which the two upper chambers of the heart quiver.
    Blood can pool in the heart and clot, and those clots can be swept into
    the brain, lodge in a small blood vessel and cause a stroke.

    Strokes
    from atrial fibrillation can largely be prevented with anticlotting
    drugs like warfarin. Yet many who have the condition do not know it and
    many who know they have it were never given or do not take an
    anticlotting drug.

    Some strokes can also be prevented by procedures to open obstructed arteries in the neck that supply blood to the brain.

    As for Dr. Fite, she completely recovered. And she has changed her ways.

    She
    was sobered by the cost of her treatment and brief hospital stay —
    $96,000, most of which was paid by her insurance company. But she was
    even more sobered by how close she came to catastrophe.

    Now, Dr.
    Fite takes three blood pressure pills, a drug to prevent blood clots
    and a cholesterol-lowering drug. She plans to take those drugs every
    day for the rest of her life.

    "I was so stupid," she said. "Boy, when you go through this, you never want to go through it again."

    "I have been given that precious second chance," she said. "I was so blessed."

  • Pictures for the weekend of 5/18-5/20 (updated)

    (added more pics)

    HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEKEND: SATURDAY (5/19)...the
    First Annual Dance Parade NYC, altho somewhat haphazard, was pretty fun indeed -- both of us running down the parade route....taking pics of floats and colorful performers. Great change of pace hanging out in the city during the dayyy. then had some yummy Mexican food at Burrito Loco with baby <3

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    (ONWARD to the next generation of dancers/music lovers!! :D )


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    (All pics by Drew, the PHOTOGRAPHER of the dayy )

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    PICS: DANCE PARADE NYC 5/19/07


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    Also, got to go to the first Subway Series game at Shea Friday night 5/18 (they lost that too grrr).


    hmm it WAS a pretty good weekend thus far. ^__^



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    PICS: SUBWAY SERIES at SHEA 5/18


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    SUNDAY, easily the MOST gorgeous day of the weekend...then baby suggests going to Central Park!!!  once we get there, he thrusts the dSLR into my  hands, and says, "OK baby, its YOUR turn now...PRACTICEEE!!!"  so then i did...


    Alyssa's Pictures with the dSLR

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    (self-portrait of us by DREW - its pretty good right?!! sh00mpies)


    PICS: http://s112.photobucket.com/albums/n172/phoenixbebe/520%20dSLR%20test%20shots/


    some of the pics did not come out that well. - well i suck at holding the camera still, and it was crazy overcast at particular times of the day so a lot of pics got WASHED out!!! :( boo


    well..here are a few of the good ones!!! 


    and yes, i def need to practice more but it was funn doing it!!!! haha.


    what a GREAT weekend, i love my sh00mpie <3